Arcanine 05/10/2017 (Wed) 10:05:26 Id: 943628 No. 239 del
>tfw fell into drinking at 14
>weed at 15
>pills 16
>coke and any other drugs i could get my hand on at 17
>meth at 19
>finally got clean at 20
>still live with mom
>23 now
>spend every day counting the hours until friday night so i can get drunk alone
>mom knows this is all that makes me happy
>she's terrified
>accepted the futility of everything myself

>tfw downward spiral