04/02/2017 (Sun) 22:13:19
I am essentially a neet in a chads body with neet grooming. Women see me as a feral man and I am never without a woman wanting to interact with me. I am blessed to be able to act like a disgrace and it be seen as quirky. My issue is quite frankly the fact that whenever I have been intimate I tend to shake. I am reminded of the problem and I can not copulate because freemasons ritually abused me as a child. Fuck it. I am not a virgin you can say I wiggled my way out of virginity but sex is a triggering thing for me because sexual contact has been tainted with the problem of humanity. Oh yea I could have a qt snuggling with me but that reminds me of the witches who would comfort me in between sessions of electrocution and all kinds of dark playground ritualistics. Imagine monkey bars that shock you but under you is the horny demon possessed men. You have to make it to the other side to get into the cage where they come and rape you anyways. We can not snuggle we can not do anything until people get their fucking heads out of their asses and pick up a fucking torch and start marching to the lodge dammit.I have been able to get into a healthy sexual relationship where I can you know get into it but by that point I am basically already exposed as the fidgety guy with mental issues that he is not forthcoming about.