04/18/2017 (Tue) 23:56:18
I may permanently move to Japan. I do not fit into my country's culture, and although I don't know if I will fit into Japan, it's worth trying.
I am mostly worried that I will have no options except to become an ALT and teach English, and I don't know own if I can do that for 30-40 years and retire that way. I just hope I discover closet pedo tendencies that sustain me so I won't hate my low paying job too much. I might not be able to support a family either, not that I have kids, so I pray that I am a pedo and working with smiling kids will be enough if I can't find a good partner.