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feels thread Anonymous 03/18/2017 (Sat) 15:51:59 [Preview] No. 11548
This is the end, right? then i will confess something, i still love her, i've gotten a life, job, gf, sex, videogames, friends... but she's still missing, i was hoping that somehow when i had a normal life, the feels would go away, but they didn't, i don't give a fuck about anything right now, i want to hug her, it's horrible, like every nice thought of us being together is followed by a million sharp needles, knowing it won't ever happen, i hate it, i have to hold my tears at my job, at home, and if i ever met her again i will have to pretend that i don't love her anymore because showing any hint of it could get me in trouble, it hurts.

And to thing that i haven't been this much of a FFFFEGET for 4 or 5 years, god, i miss not being in love.


Anonymous 04/23/2017 (Sun) 19:31:12 [Preview] No. 11982 del
if dubs i make a glorious last charge


Anonymous 04/27/2017 (Thu) 19:01:54 [Preview] No. 11995 del
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Anonymous 04/27/2017 (Thu) 19:16:04 [Preview] No. 11997 del
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>>11996
So many feels


Anonymous 04/28/2017 (Fri) 17:27:52 [Preview] No. 12001 del
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I feLt the same way when my AV idol quit, but I moved on. If 葵 つかさ quits the heartache will begin anew.


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Anonymous 04/29/2017 (Sat) 08:42:05 [Preview] No. 12007 del
wow man such nice feelings being shared here


Anonymous 04/29/2017 (Sat) 09:13:04 [Preview] No. 12008 del
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>>12007
What even is a feel? I don't think I could really tell you anymore. There's a ton of local drug addicts. Talking heroin, crack cocaine, meth, a wide variety of shit, not to mention your run of the mill alcoholics. You see these people with just empty minds, eyes and hearts with this false sense of pride as if they're some sort of master criminal because they know they have rights. You see these motherfuckers drop a ton of change on a counter at the gas station saying, hey, gimme a couple cigarillos and put the rest in pump 6. Then you see people like this who are so quick to become irritable and they pass this trait on to their kids and you can just tell that growing older will not be a pleasant experience under any circumstances. I guess it's just a natural black pilling but you hope these motherfuckers kill themselves one way or another before reproducing.


Anonymous 04/29/2017 (Sat) 09:55:12 [Preview] No. 12009 del
>>12008
They reproduce like cockroaches compared to decent people.


Anonymous 04/29/2017 (Sat) 10:10:27 [Preview] No. 12011 del
The most annoying bums are the ones who ask you for money and don't stop. They follow you for a while trying to intimidate you because they're blacks at night. Btw never say you're unemployed to a bum. I've tried it, but it doesn't get rid of them. They never believe you even when it is true. They seem to think you're being sarcastic rather than sympathetic.

One of them wanted to shake my hand to test my honesty, so I did. As I walked away he shouted I was lying and I was part of the system. And FUCK YOU!!!

Sweden doesn't give Roma gypsies nothing so there isn't a bum problem. They think the government has provided enough services so it'should not their problem, which is true there. Good system.


Anonymous 04/29/2017 (Sat) 21:44:19 [Preview] No. 12015 del
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>>11548
>starts the thread with a sage
Are you fucking retarded? Why?


Anonymous 05/17/2017 (Wed) 17:12:26 [Preview] No. 12094 del
my feels right now, i'm so scared about one answer i've already started being sad over it, i just feel like i've put so much into it, all this getting fit, working to better myself etc. it feels like the last year and a half will boil down to that moment, not that i will give up if things go south, but still, i want it to go well


Anonymous 05/19/2017 (Fri) 14:04:24 [Preview] No. 12108 del
it's ogre, she's not alone, im glad i expected it to be this way, it hurts less i guess


Anonymous 05/19/2017 (Fri) 15:46:28 [Preview] No. 12109 del
it hurts endchan... it hurts so much, did i waste my youth believing in true love or whatever?


Anonymous 05/20/2017 (Sat) 20:08:47 [Preview] No. 12115 del
>Want to find a fun club online
>Find a promising club that goes to museums together
>It's for Lesbians Only
>I am not even a woman
https://www.meetup.com/LesbiansWhoLovetoLearn/


Anonymous 05/21/2017 (Sun) 08:39:23 [Preview] No. 12117 del
day 3 - morning:
it still hurts and these three days have felt longer than last three months


Anonymous 05/22/2017 (Mon) 12:07:58 [Preview] No. 12122 del
tomorrow i have a job interview, god fucking dammit i don't know if i'll be able to function at a job, i already struggle trying to get up for the workout, the road ahead looks the darkest i've ever seen, i'm scared and depressed that my life has been worthless, i need her... i need her so much... i wish at least one of the relationships i had while we were out of touch worked out, it feels like it's her or eternal emptyness and sadness, all i can do is take the challenge

>inb4 fuk sum bixs

i did but it doesn't feel as good, guess i'm one of those people with a soul


Anonymous 05/22/2017 (Mon) 13:05:52 [Preview] No. 12123 del
>>12122
>>12122
tweet them deets fam what's good?


Anonymous 05/22/2017 (Mon) 14:47:32 [Preview] No. 12124 del
i can't believe what just happened, i had a strange mix of anxiety/depression crisis in which i felt my arms tingling, hard breathing and blurred vision, but i can't let her know that her abscence makes me physically ill, i would appear as weak

i guess you can die from love

>>12123
if i post anything it's gonna be the progress my stupid ass made working out just to try and be with this girl


Anonymous 05/23/2017 (Tue) 16:57:36 [Preview] No. 12126 del
day... 4?
i'm supposed to be "proactive" in work, how can i be, if i'm feeling so hopeless? also today i saw this song, about a man who just finished building a house but finds out that he can't share it with his loved one, it's exactly how i feel right now

https://youtube.com/watch?v=lJTzzVsUNAU [Embed]


Anonymous 05/23/2017 (Tue) 17:56:13 [Preview] No. 12127 del
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, IT HURTS AGAIN... good thing she can't hear or see me like this...


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Anonymous 05/25/2017 (Thu) 17:11:59 [Preview] No. 12132 del
it
fucking
happened

i had a depression peak during work, i guess i'm fucking done for, if i can't work i can't stand a chance with any girl

>>12128
thanks for dropping by, whoever you are


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>>12132
I mean it sucks that you're depressed and shit but you gotta move on. Wallowing in it just stacks everything up higher.


Anonymous 05/25/2017 (Thu) 20:54:51 [Preview] No. 12134 del
>>12132
you need to stop this and snap out of it. I can see why this girl left you you have to be comfortable with yourself. you probably are but you think you need this woman to make you happy. That is so much against what you will probably feel in 6 or so months that you may be embarrassed that she let you turn into a sobbing man. It gets better anon and relationships end because there is a dynamic that is not active. you can have this dynamic with other women this one is not compatible with the way you need to emotionally support yourself. she is unwilling to support your emotions so you need to control them which you will over time.

You should be numb because your worst fear happened either you are still "friends" with this chick and she is leading you on or you are still in denial that it is over but it is and now you can stop worrying if it will work out it didnt. Its tough love but let it go man you are employed you got a good foundation to rebuild yourself outside of needing this woman.


Anonymous 05/25/2017 (Thu) 21:14:52 [Preview] No. 12135 del
you need to block this woman from social media after you give her an ultimatum. they always will want you if you do not need them. the problem is you are letting her know you need her so she is repulsed by this and wants you to ignore her. i hope you are cutting off contact you need to rip the band-aid off you will never heal if you feel like you need this woman. Also this can turn into a hatred thing and you need to be aware of how you can literally consider hurting an ex because you are upset I do not think that is a possibility but if it is even more reason to cut her off from interacting with you. its a way to ignore the problem you get impulsive thoughts and you need to assimilate your dark side to control them. some people fall into an abyss here and its a stalker lifestyle get out of this lifestyle now if you are even close.if you are texting or anything where she could contact you and you do this cycle of acting like a woman around her and pouting stop that if it is happening. delete social media hang out with other people make new friends. she may never go the extra mile to interact with you if you cut her off but if she does then you will be in complete control. you are in no position not to take this gamble. right now its over it will always be no worse than this or she could come back if you are ignoring her. i don't want to give you false hope but i will say it does not get any worse than this and this is not bad enough to where you are completely hopeless you can only feel better from here it takes time and you have to keep your mind busy just let a podcast drown out whatever you are thinking just maintain your regular work life and veg out if you have to to get through this but you will because you are not a woman dependent on a spouse you are better than this anon.


Anonymous 05/26/2017 (Fri) 19:50:31 [Preview] No. 12141 del
i could say i'm not that sad anymore
>>12135
i can say that this is good advice, as it's not the first time i've been through this


Anonymous 05/27/2017 (Sat) 14:26:01 [Preview] No. 12150 del
god dammit, i'm bleeding again


Anonymous 06/03/2017 (Sat) 14:16:44 [Preview] No. 12204 del
oh god please... i need her back, somebody shoot me, NOW, I DONT WANT TO REGRET THIS ANY LONGER


Anonymous 06/10/2017 (Sat) 14:25:24 [Preview] No. 12238 del
it hurts... it still hurts... my only choices are pain or going numb


Anonymous 06/15/2017 (Thu) 18:48:03 [Preview] No. 12252 del
horrible, horrible fate this one i have


Anonymous 06/15/2017 (Thu) 18:55:36 [Preview] No. 12253 del
Shit another thing anon you will get these stinging rememberences and I think that describes the last few posts. You can think of it as going numb but you are not feeding this thing in your head this loving relationship You are improving anon.

You might feel like you should have to feel bad and that is not true anon. You should feel less and less sentimental towards this chick as time goes on to the point you are amazed she made you feel upset.


Anonymous 06/17/2017 (Sat) 07:39:28 [Preview] No. 12271 del
this must be what people call "hell", suffering without end in sight

>>12253
i fell in love with her in 2008, we stopped talking around 2010 and now that it's the current year i don't know anymore, i wish i died in my sleep, i shouldn't have ever looked back, or rather, i shouldn't have ever given up


Anonymous 06/25/2017 (Sun) 08:16:37 [Preview] No. 12336 del
i have this theory, this thing i call the "existential cage", in which i'm trapped between shitty memories and the seemingly hopeless future, on the other hand, i think i'm advancing, now i'm missing the NEXT ex-gf (who was the last one i had)


Anonymous 06/26/2017 (Mon) 10:30:51 [Preview] No. 12350 del
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BE YOURSELF!!! AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS IN LIFE.

(I learned that from an anime.)



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